ness

it's so cool to look back at old entries and see that my pics in my LJ entries from 2002 are STILL BEING HOSTED. yay!

i feel like lately i only live for the weekends.

Is it wrong to hire a ghost writer to help with text messages to someone who matters? I am such a bad "writer". I don't feel bad about it since i am working on growing my visual gift but still. she has been amazing and stumps someone who is legendary. can't/won't quit it.

Levelling at its maximum is like the stillness of death, where one can hear one's own heartbeat, a stillness like death, into which nothing can penetrate, in which everything sinks, powerless. One person can head a rebellion, but one person cannot head this levelling process, for that would make him a leader and he would avoid being levelled. Each individual can in his little circle participate in this levelling, but it is an abstract process, and levelling is abstraction conquering individuality.

– Søren Kierkegaard, The Present Age, translated by Alexander Dru with Foreword by Walter Kaufmann, p. 51-53

gosh! it is one of those friday nights where i am already listening to 'i know it's over' before i go out.